Sigh No More

is not because of my asthma or any kind of physical pain.

Sickness, for whatever reason, turns me into the worst kind of person. It’s like a Jekyll-and-Hyde transformation. For the last couple of days, I’ve done nothing but bitch about how godawful I feel while on campus. I’m not terribly good at keeping my mouth shut, so then all of this bitching and moaning about “oh god I feel like I’m going to fall over” and “ugh I don’t want to go to class but I have to because of midterms” comes out, and then I feel even worse for saying it because it gets on other people’s nerves - and it shows. And then it all snowballs into a giant mess of low self-esteem and still being sick and that crushing feeling that I’ve only made things worse.

To anyone who’s seen me griping to no end about being sick, I am so sorry for making you put up with me. I realize that I’ve been nothing but a complete nuisance and that I have no reason to be so negative about anything.